So I'm not thrilled with today. I know for a fact it is not "real" weight gain, but I'm up .6. And it is completely my fault. I had about 20 jalapenos halves stuffed with cream cheese and wrapped in bacon (oh. my. goodness.) on Saturday and then last night I had what is called Bacon on a Stick at the ball park. Holy Hannah it was good. I LOVE bacon so really the last 72 hours have been a win, but not so much for the waist line. All of the salt in bacon has me bloating up like a water balloon! I took it easier today and am planning on soups tomorrow and lots of water to flush it all out.
In the grand scheme of things, it seems silly to be upset about .6 when I'm down 41! But to be honest, every time I see a gain of any sort more than two days in a row I start to think "Oh no. Is this the moment it all starts piling back on? Can I turn this around, or do I even want to?" That really only makes sense to a crazy person (me), but when I hit 30 lbs down I struggled too. It's like I hit a milestone and think I'm done. I am SO not done! Girlfriend has a waaays to go. My goal for this week is to be down 3 next Tuesday. It is so possible. I can do this. As much fun as it sounds to eat back 40 lbs in bacon, it is not worth having to start all over! I can do this!
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