Yesterday I woke up, took a deep breath and got on the scale. And then did a happy dance!! It told me that I was 30.2lbs down!! I couldn't have been happier. Until I got on the scale this morning and saw I was 30.8lbs down!!! Oh how I love to see those numbers drop. It makes my little heart skip a beat! (That could also be due to the 70lbs I have left...) I told myself at in January that if I lost 80lbs I would be thrilled, and if I hit 90 I can switch to maintain. Now that just seems silly! What's ten more pounds ;) I'm not an idiot. I know the last 10-20 can be the hardest. I'm now 3lbs away from being 1/3 of the way there. OH.SO.HAPPY!
I felt a little bad about the post about my mother, though every word of it I stand behind. She's a good mom and I do want her to be at her best, but you can't force someone healthy. As of today, I still don't think she's tracking seriously. My sister would have filled me in. I'm hoping to lose as much of 10 more pounds before my trip in April, and maybe then I can be more encouraging to her face to face. Maybe she'll see that I'm not messing around and that this is hard work, and sometimes it sucks, but it is possible! It IS possible! I'm 1/3 proof.
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